if I could be with my kids we would be exploring nature together all day long.

I am always taken away the possibility to see my kid in the summer and now there is no possibility ever or at least so I understand this what has been going on. no answer no nothing. silence. waiting. hoping. crying. bleeding. dying. repeat.

I guess if you do not want me here I will soon be going away.

I am sorry Leon I will and can not do same thing to your mother what she has done to us. You have to understand. The way to salvation is through forgiveness and giving up in a sense but without giving up do you understand? This is your path you must take kid and the Lord has chosen this hard path for you because you will get a great gift from it you will see clearly who is standing for what in this world.

now I hope me being gone from your life has not hurt you as much as it has hurt me. I still believe we will get time together but I do not know son. Your dad is playing full on in this life with the best hand ever, I am going for the hero who stood up for nature and made a dent in the universe for planet earth man. Leon, I have become the greatest man who has ever lived since Jesus I believe I shit you not son I do not do bullshit. Who knows son, maybe you even are Jesus, he he I am just kidding son. No, in fact I am not. We should all become more like Jesus not only expect to get some kind of mercy from the dude give him a break already and show him respect you become like him. Take his teachings to your heart and follow them.